Have you ever felt that avalanche of feelings just coming down on you at once. Im feeling something like that. Now. There are too much that my mind just want to speak and this will be a clish clash ding dang of writings. Perhaps you wouldnt even understand.
Ive come to know a lot of people now. I try to break the barrier of my circle of friends and just allow myself to be nice to people that usually i dont hang out with. I used to have this feeling of embarrassment when walking with some of those people I used to judge and label them with all kind of nasty things. Its like having THE longest walk of shame of my life when I need to walk with them just to be polite. That used to be me and I know my friends are like that too. I label them as the ‘leather jacket’, the ‘entrance showstopper’, the ‘oh,imsohotllookatmepeople’ andd all kind of other stuffs. I still feel the same way frankly but I try hard to not judge people. And it actually works when youre trying hard enough.
What I mean is who are we to judge them like that? We cant blame them just because they dont dress up the way we like it. Cant blame them that among their friends what we think as gross is actually cool. Cant blame them if they dont have the same way of thinking as we does. I have some friends that my friends actually call them as ‘thrash’ but eventually when you know them, just let loose yourself a little and know them, they are actually a good compant. everyone has their own stories and its amazing how that sudden change of hatred to love and vice versa just happen when you know them. AmaZAYN. euw. hahahah
Dont expect too much on people. Dont just push away people or draw people in too easily. Trust what you trust. Maybe yourself, your family or your friend. If that trust is broken, just let go or maybe give it a chance to mend itself. It annoys me when I judge people. I can tell some of the stories of my friend if only Im that big mouthed just to prove to you that theyre beautiful inside. Forget what your eyes see, Think of what your heart feels. Hear out what they have to say.
I always believe that EVERY SINGLE FRIGGIN PERSON in this world has something in themselves that we can love. something beautiful. even the most evil person in this world. Dig deeper. Learn their life. And you’ll see. Since that, since i learn to see the beauty in everyone,i actually cannot stop praising how beautiful human are. One eye closed, one eye open, Listen with both ears, Feel the heartbeat. Just LIVE.
